Showing posts with label confious. Show all posts
Showing posts with label confious. Show all posts

13 August, 2012

alien: kamu!

Hampir sebulan tirai itu dinaikkan,
dan pagi ini dengan tekad aku turunkannya
seiring dengan tamatnya acara olimpik pada pagi tadi.

Namun,
di sebaliknya aku kekal berdiri
menantikan saat ia untuk dinaik kembali
dalam ruangan yang gelap dan sunyi itu
untuk mengucapkan 'Hai' padamu untuk sekian kali.




: menantikan peluang berbicara dengan kamu lagi


06 January, 2012

alien: misteri belalang coklat

Masih lagi diselubungi misteri seekor belalang coklat
yang tiba-tiba muncul di hening subuh sebelum berkumandang
azan. Dengan bunyi yang nyaring seperti bunyi alarm.
Creeeeetttt ~ Creeeeeettttt ~ Creeeeeeeeeetttt ~

Lantas aku bangun dan mencari lokasi belalang itu.
Ketika menyedari aku yang sudah sedar, belalang itu diam.
Aku pandang belalang coklat itu. Ia tidak bergerak.
Aku cuba mengacah-acah untuk menghalaunya pergi.
Ia buat tak tahu.

Aku berdiri capai tuala.

"Aku tanak tengok kau lepas aku mandi, baik kau blah.."
ucap aku dalam hati.

Dan kemudian ajaibnya ia hilang setelah aku selesai mandi
seperti ucapan aku dalam hati.
Pergh..

Misteri.
Memang misteri.

Belalang coklat itu hilang seperti hilangnya cahaya putih
di langit pada waktu hening pagi.




Eh.
Eh.
Pantang disebut namanya.
Ia muncul balik.

Spray mati jugak nih.

17 October, 2011

alien: It`s true

Dear friend,
It's true. I think much lately.
And sometime I`m confuse about the day, date ..
but I`m still ok with time.

Thanks for concern.


12 September, 2011

alien: masih ada lagi penjajah di sini

Em. Aku garu kepala bila aku belek - belek internet baru - baru ini. Mendengar dari berita di kaca tV. Tentang isu kemerdekaan negara kita.

Andai kata kita tidak dijajah dan hanya dinaungi.
Mengapa kita dikatakan merdeka dengan rundingan dengan cara demokrasi.
Apalah guna rombongan ke London untuk berunding.
Apa rasionalnya selama ini kita diajar bahawa merdekanya kita dari penguasaan penjajah.

Istilah, pejuang kemerdekaan. Bapa kemerdekaan.
Masih relevankah dipakai.

Aku garu kepala lagi.
Aish.



27 May, 2011

alien: bercakap dengan sete-ren-jer

Okeh
Ianya memang pelik

Apabila seseorang yang tidak dikenali tiba - tiba risaukan keadaan aku
Em, pelik

Dua hari lepas aku dapat sms dari nombor yang sesat
Jadi aku reply apa yang patut: Salah nombor
Kemudian dia ajak berborak pakai sms
Em, ok ..
Sebab banyak kredit aku pun layankan sambil tunggu masa nak tidor
Tanya nama
Buat apa
Borak kosong pakai sms lah kiranya

Then semalam aku tertinggal HP kat atas meja opis
Pagi ni aku check ada beberapa miskol dari nombor tu
Dan sms dari nombor tu mengatakan dia risau, mungkin sebab aku tak angkat panggilan atau membalas sms
Aish..
Pelik dah aku ni..

Dan telefon aku bergegar ketika aku meeting tadi.. panggilan dari dia

Apesal lah aku balas sms tu dua hari lepas
Adoyai~
Masalah remaja betul lah ..




06 February, 2010

ALIEN : Aku keliru Apek ??

Gila kuat !!!
Bukan merujuk kepada tenaganya
Bukan merujuk kepada cara dia makan
Tapi, suara dia . . . 

Dia cakap camni "Salamekom !!!" selamba dia jerit depan aku
Macam la aku jauh sebatu dari tempat dia. Tapi aku paham. Aku buat selambe je dan membalas "Morning !!!" dengan nada yang mendatar. Huhuhuhu

Sebenarnya aku dah agak dia akan bercakap dengan gaya yang kuat. Cuma aku tak sangka dia akan menegur aku. Takpe, aku maafkan. Dia bukan la sihat sangat pun.

Dalam bahasa Inggeris cakap, unsound mind. 
Dalam bahasa Melayu yang sopan, fikiran tidak sihat.
Bahasa pasar cakap, kureeeeng.
Pendek kata, dia seorang yang tidak betul. Kurang siuman la. 

Bukan niat aku jawab jawab salam dia dengan ucapan bahasa asing. Bahasa Inggeris bahasa asing jugak la kan.. hehehe. Sebab nya dia beragama lain. Jadi tidak wajib aku balas salam dia kan. Sbb tu aku balas dengan bahasa asing.

Kisah dia camni, aku pusing pusing pusing sambil berlari anak + jalan.. 
Tiba-tiba aku dengar suara.. suara yang kuat..
Ni bukan cerita suspen, so tak payah rasa berdebar-debar ye. Kehkehkeh

"Morning !!!"
"Samlekom !!!"
Suara itu dari arah depan. Aku nampak seorang apek. Pakaian die ok je. Tak menampakkan die seorang yg unsound mind seperti telahan aku pada permulaan cerita ni. Heh.

Sampai sebelah aku je, tatkala bertembung die pun menegur dengan kuat. "Samlekom !!!"..
Dengan muka serius selambe apek tu tegur aku. Muka cam takde perasaan.
Aku balas la "Morning... !!!" 
So, aku teruskan la aktiviti aku.. Lepas tu aku dengar lagi suara apek tu kat belakang aku.
Aku toleh, semua orang yg dia jumpa akan die tegur. Mesra alam apek ni kot. Hahaha

Dah pusing sampai pening + loya + muntah . . tipu je tu.
Aku lepak atas motor sambil meneguk air mati atau air jarang. Plain water la..
Pastu aku nampak apek tu lagi. 
Kali ni apek tu menegur sekumpulan budak cina sedang membuat 'market research' pasal kesihatan kot.
Drg bercakap2 dalam bahasa mandarin kot, ke kantonis. Tah, aku pun tak berapa pasti walau aku penah belajar bahasa mandarin 2 tahun yang lepas. Tak fasih pun. Yang aku tahu.. wo er le.. kekeke

Apek tu macam bercakap dalam nada serius + tegas + marah.
Budak-budak tu melayan sambil ketawa. Hohohoho...

Aku keliru beb.. apek ni sound mind ke unsound mind.. Tapi aku tengok reaksi mereka yang ditegur, muka mereka seperti takut-takut . . ni yang aku keliru beb.. aku keliru . .

Aku keliru menjadi buntu
Arah yang ingin ku tuju 
Rasa resah ku kian celaru 
Dengan ilham ku tempuh

Ternyanyi pulak.. Biar la apek tu. Asalkan die bahagia dalam dunia dia . .
Hehehe...
Kisah seorang apek di pagi hari.
 

14 January, 2010

ALIEN lost his mind

A man walk slowly towards some place. Unknown place. Blood dripping from his left hand
He hide inside bush, thick bush. His eyes widely open look around. 
Stand still. No sound. Breath slowly and deeply. Still no sound. No movement.
His eyes stare at a small hut near the river. Old but nice hut. 


An old man laying on the middle of the hut. Close his eyes. Look like he in deep sleep but not, his mind keep thinking and thinking. A lot of question and problem filled his head make his forehead wrinkle a bit. 
Sharp and shiny. A dagger lay near him without cover.
Still no movement from him. No. Not even. 


Calm and windy the weather outside. The sun seem nice. The cloud look white. The blue sky bring a good news to everyone. A nice day.  


Suddenly, a young man run as fast as he could to the old hut. He run and run.
The sweat cover all his bare body. Dirt also some sand stick at his chest.
He run and run as fast as he can. 
Almost lost his breath. 


Debuk !!!
He fell down. 


"Who is that guy.." ask a man in th bush to himself.

05 January, 2010

ALIEN stand between Halal and Haram

Musykil..
Can someone explain more on it.
"Apakah hukum kerja di Bank Konvensional?"

1. Fatwa dari Brunei
2. Hukum bekerja di Bank
3. Hukum Kerja di bank Konvensional
4. Hukum kerja di Bank & Insurans Konvensional


Ada banyak lagi cari sendiri di Google.
Reject the interview from convensional bank.
Herm..
Find other, as long as got option.. should find better place..
Insya`Allah...

12 January, 2009

Boycott.. do they care?



"Sick and tired hearing the news about the Zionist.."
The leaders and some people says.. BOYCOTT !! All product from US and Israel.
Is it a solution for the problem rise at Palestine? Gaza?
Are they care if their product been boycott? Are they stunt and feel treated by the word "Boycott" ?
Let me answer.. they does not care at all. They also does not care.. who are you, the president? the influential organizational leaders? the religious leaders? or else.. Do they care?

What they know is.. 
Kill all, destroy all, sweep all.. until they satisfied. Until nothing left.
At the time we talking about "Boycott", about the humanity, about the number been killed there everyday.. the media publish it.. every time, everyday, every hour.. 
The Zionist smile, laugh, happy.. because what? 
Because all country in this world useless, could do nothing against them. Do not have gut to fight back.. to back them off from Palestine, Gaza..

Malaysian had launched the Campaign to Boycott US and Israel product.. they intend to make Israel and US economic become weak. But this campaign useless since the major impact will hit back our country. Example, boycott colgate, starbuck, fast food restaurant (McD, KFC.. else).. the result is, a lot of people will be jobless. This because all the company operate in Malaysia.. majority our local work there. When the company experience loss and find it hard to do business in Malaysia.. they will close down. The result is.. many people will jobless. The gov income.. reduce. So, how could we survive during the crisis if all the US company and Israel related company suddenly close down and gone back to their home country? If I`m not mistaken, we got a lot US company in our country. Will it effect our economic? Absolutely yess..

Obama to solve the problem. Why US must solve this problem?
US solve the problem solver.. the world protector.. they solve the problem after there is nothing left at Palestine and Gaza. Why?

They got a bigger problem to solve.. Their economic crisis, this is urgency for them to solve first. Remember how Lehman Group become insolvency. All Automobile makers there need help from the gov to survive. A lot of people jobless due to the crisis. If they not overcome this problem, their economic will collapse and this will effect the entire world economic since many country in this world relying to US in doing business and doing the trade. If they collapsed, global economic would be unstable and this would hit our country too. 

Obama and his team got a lot do. To fix all Bush wrong doing. To bounch back from the crisis that hit them.  What he must to do is to clean back the Uncle Sam country from the Bush shit. That all US people need their new President do. Clean all.. Could he do that?

So, UN and all world leaders must find other solution. 
Why not ask Russian or China use their military force with the help from others to make Zionist fall back from Gaza? Palestine?
I hope they will find the solution soon..
Since I`m helpless.. got no right or power to do solve the problem..

p/s; right me if I`m wrong.. I`m open minded person and able to accept all the criticize openly.. 


11 January, 2009

There is no love there...



 Picture taken from google
What happened today in Gaza.. Palestine..
War, death, blood spilled, building ruin.. people crying, sad, living in sorrow..
Always fear.. They live in high risks, do not know whether they could see the sun tomorrow..
Kids, women, old folks, innocent people killed without any reason..
Why this happened ?

World leaders discuss this and that.. what happened is the number being killed keep increasing.. they killing and keep killing. So, what actually they discuss? or is they fear?
They only said that, this act is unforgivable.. this act is break the law.. break the humanity.. but, talking does not stop the killing..

Pedestarian, public, innocent people there..
They could not dream while sleeping..
Their tears keep falling everytime..
Their heart keep beating in fast pace..
Their eyes keep open and look the surrounding..
Their love family had been killed.. their beloved country had been attacked and they could not do anything..

The attacker..
Kill.. kill.. die.. die..
Killed all people.. kill all either they terrorist or not. Bomb the city, facility.. bomb all.
The hatred scattered at the air. There is no love inside them. They had lost their humanity.
They try to get revenge to something that does not exist.
Who are they?

Is they too strong?
Is the small country is too strong?
Is the world leader does not care about people in Gaza and Palestine, their act is sooo slow. Is this matter not urgent? Is the human life invaluable?
Where is the atomic bomb that destroyed Hiroshima and Nagasaki.. If there is no others solution why not use the hard way.. drop that bomb to that small country..
The reason is to shut them from attacking the innocent people.
Why not?

I believed all religion in this world ask their followers to have humanity and love in their self.
So, why this happened?
Dissapointed..

Nickelback - Hero from youtube.


I am so high, I can hear heaven
I am so high, I can hear heaven
Whoa, but heaven
No, heaven don't hear me

And they say that
a hero could save us
I'm not gonna stand here and wait
I'll hold onto the wings of the eagles
watch as they all fly away

Someone told me
Love would all save us
But, how can that be
Look what love gave us

A world full of killing
And blood spilling
That world never came

And they say that
a hero could save us
I'm not gonna stand here and wait
I'll hold onto the wings of the eagles
Watch as they all fly away

(Guitar Solo)

Now that the world isn't ending
It's love that I'm sending to you
It isn't the love of a hero
And that's why I fear it won't do

And they say that
a hero could save us
I'm not gonna stand here and wait
I'll hold onto the wings of an eagle's
Watch as they all fly away

And they're watching us (watching us)
They're watching us (watching us)
As we all fly away

And they're watching us (watching us)
They're watching us (watching us)
As we all fly away (yeahhh)

And they're watching us (watching us)
They're watching us (watching us)
As we all fly away
Whoa ohh ohh


p/s; this is the expression and the feeling of this blog owner.. not related with others. Red color used as the writer feel anger to what had happened.






22 November, 2008

A night to remember...

Been busy lately..
I've been at Kuala Selangor doing my work before attend my Degree Convocation Day's that yesterday (22 November 2008). Congrats to me !!!.

Now I got a free time to write my blog. Last Thursday night that 20th November, Me and Faisal went to Tanjung Karang. We would like to buy Satay at Satay Hut. The Satay quite delicious. The big satay price > Rm1.10. Walawei... when they would reduce the price.

Before that, we going to shop to buy some groceries. While waiting for my friends pick the item he would like to buy. I walk around the shop and I found something interesting....

Just look at this picture..

The worker put the price at the item.
But when look closely you will see...
will see...
see..

 
What did you see?
100 plus activ isotonik drink..
Yap. The price at the label and the sticker is different right.
But the shop had won "Kedai Pilihan Pengguna" award for 2006/07.
The award was hang at the counter and I not dare enough to capture the picture.
Hahahaha
Then, my friend pick a bottle of ordinary 100 plus which is Rm 2.90 at the label and Rm 3.00 at the sticker.
While pay at the counter, the receipt state the price Rm 2.90.
If it so, why stick the Rm 3.00 price sticker.
Consumer will get confious and hot temper guy would get angry.
Luckily, I`m cool ...
Hahahaha...